5/19/2026 6:45 am

Dear Diary,

I want to start by apologizing for my time gone I have been away busy working and catching up on rest seeming that's what my body has been needing. I talk to a surgeon soon so hopefully I will be feeling better and gain my weight back, and get off this horrid medication. A lot of the times now I just feel weak which sucks at work it hasn't been easy getting in trouble for it either. I go to a rave this weekend I am so excited its going to be a lot of fun. My boyfriend is also planning a fun trip soon to Mall of America so I have a wide selection to choose from since I am in need of new clothes for the summer, and we will be HIKING of course, just because I'm sick doesn't mean I'm going to have that stop me from hiking.... Nothing can stop me from hiking. I took some private photos I've been editing too. Always I'm keeping it short today I don't have much to say maybe I will when I figure that out as always.

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5/10/2016 7:34pm

Dear Diary,

Long time no see. Well here we are again diary I had kind of a busy but also not so busy weekend if that makes any sense but I'm sure someone gets it but non the less lets get started with of course me spending the weekend at my boyfriends per usual of course and its always a great time with him. Saturday we hung out tried on clothes for a rave we are going to, we made vampire teeth than we went to his friends house for game night which is always fun, this time though of course my meds started to make me not feel good so that sucked and we left earlier than intended. I feel really bad about it I know I shouldn't feel bad but there was new people there and I didn't want to make them feel uncomfortable in anyway. My boyfriend and his friend did reassured me that its okay and to not worry about it. My boy friend of course tried to get us home asap and he took care of me all night he cleaned the tub gave me a bath at the perfect temp. THAT MADE ME FEEL SO MUCH BETTER it helped me get through the night for sure. My boyfriend took care of me all night till I fell asleep. He is so sweet<3 I had work the next day and OH BOY was I going through it it was awful. I than went back to my boyfriends than decided to leave his house early than usual so he can spend time with his mom for Mother's Day and so I could get some rest at home and take another sickly bath. After that I went back to work slowly started to feel better, and went to a Mother's Day cookout the food was YUMMY I personally had the steak, loaded mushrooms, green beans and mashed potatoes. Now I'm sitting at home procrastinating putting laundry away wish me luck. So sorry for the long read tonight, and as always.

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5/8/2026 3:57pm

Dear Diary,

I know I didn't write to you yesterday so here is why. I started my day WITHOUT MY 62OZ Of COFFE! But it was okay because I worked at 12 and had a breakfast date with my boyfriend than sat with our friend for their lunch break. Work was pretty crazy on the other hand they wore me out. I pretty much almost instantly went to bed after getting home not to much to it but today I only worked the morning shift which was pretty good than stock my fridge for my pets some new toys per usual when I get paid they all get something. I'm writing this now pretty early looking at my usual time stamps due to me trying to push myself to do some cleaning and god am I DREADING it. I really don't want to do the cleaning I just feel so stuck sometimes like I don't know where to start and get overwhelmed, Recently I have been trying to be more patient with myself and it has worked in some degree I have started cleaning more recently than I used to so that's a plus. After I clean hopefully fingers crossed, I will hope in the shower and do my usual than head to my boyfriends for the weekend, so that means no updates all weekend. Anyways this is a lot to read so I'm going to end it here so as always.

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5/6/2026 8:50pm

Dear Diary,

Yes I decided to be cheesy with it and start with "Dear Diary" but if I'm calling it "My Online Diary" why not right? Anyways today I worked a full day. That would continue to me getting up ay 5am and yes getting my 62 oz of coffee of course, feeding the cats, letting my dog out, than headed to work. Work was FREAKING COLD, we stayed in for most of the day and it was pretty hectic but not to much nothing I cant handle "insert bicep flex". After work I headed straight home and made spicy tuna rolls for the first time, it was soooo good oh my god. If you are one of those people that are like YUCK TUNA I don't blame you I'm being so for real I usually HATE tuna but for some reason when I was introduced to this delectable peace of work I was like yup imma be eating this for a while any ways I'm just now getting to really sit down, relax and do the usual routine than head to bed. anyways as always.

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5/5/2026 6:57pm

Today I started my day by waking up one hour before my alarm went off for work I thought I was late. I than proceeded my day with 62 oz of coffee yes you heard that right people 62OZ! work was pretty calm, I did some editing to my page ate some Biscuits and Gravy, and now well IM GUTTING MY CLOSET, I just cant take it anymore I have so many clothes that I don't wear anymore and it also doesn't help that my cat does suffer from incompetence that we have been trying to work on for a long while that poor thing I love her so much though. After I gut my closet I'm going to end it with some laundry, a shower, do my skincare, than watch some tv and head to bed.

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